Words cannot begin to describe the countless times God has impressed the importance of prayer upon my heart. Indeed, the spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. Lately, when I start to pray, so many things (or concerns, if you may) come up, diverting my mind and heart away from prayer. The Father knows that I sincerely desire to be an effectual fervent prayer warrior and at the same time be able to regularly study the WORD. I've been under attack by enemy, that's what's keeping me. But God has not given me the spirit of fear but of power and of love and of a sound mind. I am resolved to utilize intentionally and regularly the power of God's WORD and the power of prayer.
I went to Albuquerque just over a week ago for a seminar and boy did I get a break. It was what I needed. It truly refreshed me inside out. I guess, as my Ma puts it, I just need to get out of town once in a while so I don't get burnt out. I met wonderful new friends who gave me new perspective with regards to my profession. Now, instead of rushing with my future plans, I am taking some time with making my move. Work is practically the same but my attitude is different. I feel my joy restored and I thank the Lord for that. Afterall, the joy of the Lord is truly Mai's strength (pun intended.)
